Reckon of Life

What is the purpose and meaning of life? Everyone has to search what is his purpose and mission of life in the light of which one is pursuing one’s life. Victor Franki’s classic Man’s Search for Meaning is story of inspiring tales of Nazi concentration camp. To him each man has unique meaning of life that he has to discover and live for it. If there are sufferings in life, these sufferings have unique meaning that individual has to find with his own efforts. There is a quotation of Nietzsche’s “He who has a why to live can bear with almost anyhow” with authenticity. One has a freedom of choice regarding transformation one’s environment that suits one or other portfolio of one’s passion or purposes.

We everyone has a choice to look at bars or stars.

Though I have discussed which is already known to everybody but it is somehow in our subconscious stage so if we bring it to our conscious mind then we can transform ourselves. We like to see mirage which is not our life. 

This picture is taken in Shillong, State:-Meghalaya, India

Anniversary

Today is our 12^th marriage anniversary. Praying for your soul to rest in peace and will wait for you in dreams. It is known that “dreams never come true” but we have a desire which cannot be controlled. Missing you a lot. 

Perfect Woman

She is a perfect child of her mother when she came into the world of existence,

She is a symbol of love to beloved ones,

She is a symbol of god as she can create lives,

She loves everyone without any commitment,

She is a perfect life partner without any urge,

She loves her life partner as a son, as a husband, as a best friend,

She does not have any materialistic urge from her beloved once,

She gives birth to offspring’s to see the earth,

She protect them from every odds,

Only desire of her to get love from her beloved once,

She has a desire to get love from her husband which she never got from her beloved once,

Her desire from her husband is to love her soul,

She is a perfect woman.

Near Death (part 2)

Just after the words from my driver I saw that my car is crashing with the trawler and the glasses are going milky. Only one thing came to my mind that is what will happen to my wife and daughter after my death. I saw a glimpse of their pale faces and became unconscious but before that I saw that my car is stucked into the hooks of the trawler. At my subconscious stage it was a total blackout and when I got conscious I saw that my car is full of blood and it has fallen into a gorge where we are all stuck. I was happy to see ourselves alive. Only one thing was in favor that’s my cell phone was still working. When I saw myself, I was full of bloodshed. The people from that area came to us and helped us to move to the nearest hospital. At the same time my wife was calling me regarding our position and when we are coming home. The answer I gave is that I will be little late. After reaching the hospital we got the primary first aid and we were shifted to the hospital which was nearby our home. There we got our treatment and the doctor was astonished to see us alive. Doctor said that in this type of accidents no body could survive but we survived with some minor injuries and cuts. When we came to our home I saw that my wife, my daughter and some of my friends are already waiting for us as they got the news from our family doctor. Everybody came to see us but I continuously thought about my survivors who totally depend on me what if happened if “I am not there”?. I came back to my normal life after 35 days and my wife was continuously with me and never left me alone. We everybody know that truth of our life is death and its set by god(final destiny). Nobody can change the decision.

but sometimes we want to revolt against gods decision and try self death as we think that we are of no use to our family, to the mankind but the resultant is, it will ruin our survivors and similarly the person who will do the revolt against god have to come back again and leave the rest of life with a situation which is unknown to me. 

N.B: It is my humble request to all of you who are reading this blog that don’t ever try to revolt against god’s decision. We are children’s of god and god has sent us to leave and do something for our earth to make it a heaven.

 

Existence

Days are  passing,
trying to revive with our sibling;
nothing is going well,
bludgeoned my thoughts;
my soul is with you,
dreaming of you are in peace,
trying to survive without your companion,
no one is there to share my words,
waiting for your existence to tune my soul,
my existence is loosing,
still i cant meet you,
you have left me for our sibling,
i am her father and you are her mother,
she is waiting for her mother,
looking at the stars in the sky,
feeling the existence of  you .                                                    

N.B :- This picture is taken when the owner of blogger Sancheeta was alive.
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Near Death (part 1)

When my father expired in the year 2008 after my mother expired I was traveling to a place for finishing my father’s official work. At the time of our return I was sitting idle in the car after a lunch. The speed of the car at that time was 140km/hr. I remember at that day it was raining. Sancheeta and my daughter is waiting for our return. Suddenly I saw a trawler (huge transport vehicle) is going in front of our car and was not giving side. My driver just gave the indicator so that we can take a pass from left side but at the same time the trawler also took the same way. I remembered it was a 50 meter distance from the trawler my driver screamed “Our brakes are not working”